The Death Clock

As of this second I apparently have 782,319,786 seconds left to live, now 782,319,771, 782,319, 759...well you get the idea.

Have I have used up the past 54 years very wisely?  As of this past birthday I have been thinking of the death clock" http://www.deathclock.com/" counting down each and every second I am wasting.  I suppose I am preoccupied with the passing of time because I realize I am past the halfway mark, I have lived more than half my life already.  So, if I don't feel I have lived most of my hours wisely how am I going to choose to live the next 782,319,446 seconds.

I don't want to countdown the seconds to my death. I am choosing to count the seconds I live fully.
I'll fill you in on my efforts to reclaim my health, live with more joy, create fantastic memories for my new grandson, become more spiritually connected.  I want to be excited to wake up each morning and when the inevitable failures happen I want to bounce back, not waste precious seconds worrying.  I don't want to waste time with negative people or things that bring me down.  I am going to try to just be me....let's see where that takes me in the next 782,318,565 seconds.